Sickness

So remember when I worked that crazy overtime and was miserable all week long but it was ok because I was going to use my comp time to either go home for a long weekend or take a day or two off when my friend came to visit? Yeah, I got sick instead and used that time to go home early yesterday sick... and to take a full sick day today. Not pleasant. What a waste of comp time. But it was well worth it since I was miserably sick. In bed almost all day yesterday. Horrible headache and some kind of stomach issue. Today wasn't much better. Lots of sleep helped. I was able to eat some food today. Worked on some homework between headaches. Going back to work tomorrow. At least I have a long weekend this weekend with the holiday.

I've been in a rut lately. I don't want to be in grad school anymore, which is odd since I am a perpetual student and enjoy learning. I even enjoy the classes I have been taking. I am not sure why I am so discontent with grad school in general right now. I also am discontent with work. I am extremely blessed with my actual position, my coworkers, my bosses, and my salary. I just feel like I'm in a work rut. There are a lot of other personal issues going on as well that just have me "down in the dumps". Not my husband or kittens. They have been wonderful. Actually, I am surprised that my husband has been as wonderful as he has. I have been nothing short of a "poo" the past week or so. Emotions. Screw 'em.

Sigh. At least most of my homework is done for the week. I have four chapters to read from two different textbooks. Then two quizzes to take before Sunday. I have my friend's baby shower on Saturday and then maybe a girls night that evening with my dear friends. Basically I need to get it in gear and do some reading tonight. I could probably finish the reading from one book and take the quiz tonight if I wanted. We'll see how that goes. We're also going out to dinner with my sister-in-law tonight since she is leaving Thursday morning and Matthew is working tomorrow night.

Busy week. Hopefully this little depresso- bit will pass real quickly. I'm very much over it.