Sometimes I just have days when I'm very incredibly sad. Today (and last night) was one of those days. Everything seems just a little bit worse on these kinds of days. Which isn't really fair because nothing is truly different on these kinds of days. It just seems that way. It's my mind playing tricks on me again. And the only loser is me. Well, and my poor husband who has to put up with me. But he bought a new videogame today so he's pretty happy.
Work seems impossible. After lunch yesterday I was on the phones by myself. It went about as expected. I was nervous when going through the calls. I didn't go through everything I supposed to on every call. And I think I keyed a few things incorrectly (nothing major). But hopefully it will all work itself out. I have a few emails to send on Monday when I get back to work and everything will be set to rights. It's pretty nerve wrecking to be out on my own. And as I am having kind of a down day, it seems like I'll never be able to learn everything I need to. But I know it will come with time. And I have some great people on my team who are able to help me if I need. Just yesterday one of my teammates was able to point me in the right direction after all the ADs had left for the day. It seems like so much information. And it is so busy. Hopefully I can keep up and not screw people's educations up. Thankfully, most of the people I'll be working with are patient and excited to begin their education. That helps.
I just did the dishes and am waiting on the laundry to finish drying so I can put it away. I got a haircut today but I still kind of hate my hair. A few years ago my hair was my favorite feature. What happened? Sigh. See, one of those days.
Hopefully tomorrow will be better. This is what it's like to be girl.
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