I think a small part of me is dying! Or maybe a large part. I'm not so sure.

I have this searing pain in my gut. At first I thought it was my appendix... but I'm not sure. Or maybe kidney stones... I'm not sure. Or a bladder infection maybe... I'm just not sure. Or maybe it's a cyst... yuck. But it hurts. It woke me up at 3:30 am. Not fun. I couldn't get to sleep afterwards either. The meds didn't help. The heating pad didn't help. Nothing at all seemed to help. So I got little sleep and I have two midterms today. Not good.

My room is also a mess but I don't have the energy to clean it up right now. Maybe after my next class. I'll try to find some good food and try to make my abdomen feel a little better. Doubtful. I hate being at school and getting sick. If I go to the med center it's outrageously priced. But if I don't I may regret it later.

Yes, I think I am really, truly dying this time. Farewell my dear friends. And farewell even to those of you who are not lucky enough to be called my friends. I will miss you all! But heaven will sure be nice. I'll write you a letter about it. *wink*

Goodbye. Goodbye. Don't miss me too much!