I have begun seeing several, note that: several, things about myself that I'd like to change. There are just some bad habits I've picked up along the way that need to be discarded. So today is the day! Day1 of the new journey. I'm going to write out my goals and set dates for each depending on the severity of the issue and keep them posted where I can see them. Sometimes we just become used to the way life is swinging until we step back a second and realize how dissatisfied we are with who we have become. Don't worry, nothing severely life altering, but I hope to live a much better, fuller, healthier life from now on. I think it will make my husband happy once he reads my list. I have some thinking to do though. It's all just in my head now. It will take awhile to figure out everything. I know, I'm being very vague. These several things I'd like to change have to do with basically every aspect of life. Fitness, health, hygiene, diet, personality, traits, hobbies, outlook, life. Just a bunch of little things that I don't need to stress over anymore.

This afternoon I made a delicious batch of rice krispies treats. They were for Bible study tonight, but then Bible study got cancelled. Matthew and I will enjoy them this week and then next week I'll probably just make some more for Bible study! I love me some amazing rice krispies treats.

I am so ready for my nose to heal. I think the majority of the cold itself has passed from me. Now all I need is for my swollen and sore nose to get back to being the cute little button nose we all have come to know and love. Kidding. If you know anything about me you know that I hate my nose. The curse of the Korean, a flat piggy nose. I'm told it's adorable, but I think it's a nuisance.

The kitten is sleeping behind my on the computer chair again. And the daddy is sleeping in the bed after a long day of work. And the mommy is bored bored bored. I have some things I could be doing, but of course, I'm not. I did look up some job information today. I have a few more leads and will start the application process after I look into the positions a little more thoroughly. The only problem is most of the places I apply want a worker immediately or within the month. I don't want to quit my job until my contract is up in June. Hopefully I'll be able to find something. There are a lot of government jobs I'm interested in. Plus the benefits would be great. Most of the maternity homes or adoption agencies or family counseling offices aren't hiring currently. Everyone is trying to downsize as much as possible to keep up with the economy. Hard to find work for people like me. I really want to stay at the preschool and today I almost told my director I was going to. But then I figured out how much I would be making if I worked early mornings and lunch bunch, and it just doesn't seem like enough. We live on Matt's income anyways, but it'd be nice to sock away a lot into savings before baby number 1. I was talking with the lead teacher in my classroom, Carol, about the school and she encouraged me a lot about my teaching abilities. I think I would try to be a lead teacher next year if I stayed at the school. Ugh~ so many decisions. Waiting is the hardest thing. I'm afraid I'll wait to hear from these jobs too long and then the school won't have any openings left and then I'll be jobless for the next year. Not good. I suppose I could always be a full time nanny. I would make more doing that than at the school anyways. Oh dear oh dear. So many choices.

My nose hurts. Time to go put some more medicine on it. Boo.

Happy Thursday.