I am just not tired right now. Well, no. I am extremely tired and my body needs sleep desperately. And tomorrow if I choose to wakeup to go to Christmas Convo, then my body will be mad at me for not going to bed early. But my stomach has started growling. I need to go buy some late night snacks for the next week. Maybe some bananas or something nutritional like that.

We had our last premarital counseling meeting tonight. I think we're going to sign up for the Song of Solomon class next semester. I like the class atmosphere. Although, we should still look for one-0n-one counseling also. I really have enjoyed our classes. Pastor Dane is a great man.

Today was the first snow. It was really funny. It was coming down... bearably. Nothing too horrible. My hair didn't get wet and it definitely wasn't going to stick to the ground... but ALL the high schools in the surrounding area closed. Oh Virginia! How you make me laugh! My children are going to hate living here and getting so much school off in the winter and then moving to Michigan when there's hardly ever snow days! It really is rather silly. I am excited to get to real snow again. Maybe this year I'll go snowboarding again. I'd like to. It's just busy... and I don't have anyone to go with... and it's kinda expensive. We'll see.

I miss being on leadership. A girl from this years lead team is stepping down for next semester. I'm trying to decide if I ask if I can take her place. Part of me likes having no accountability. I mean, I still have accountability... but there's not the extra three meetings every week plus the church requirements plus all the extra spiritual life requirements that are mandatory for leadership. It is nice to not feel guilty if I don't participate in every single event. We'll see. I probably won't even bring it up to my RAs. I'll take it as a sign that I'm supposed to do it if they ask me. But I doubt they will. They don't know how much I've missed leadership this year. But we'll see.

There's this guy who's been trying to get in contact with one of my friends. He's in love with her you see. So he decided to try to go through me. Mind you, I don't think I've ever talked to this kid once in my life. I told him I wasn't giving him any information on my friend and he got all mad and couldn't believe I was doing this. Like I'm a horrible person or something. Well, tough luck for him. I wanted to tell him to leave her alone for good or I'd get someone to visit him and make sure he left her alone. She's not interested in him and he's kinda creepy with the way he's been handling his infatuations. I'm so glad I'm engaged. A nice and simple answer for all the creepos out there who are into me. (kidding)

Seriously though, some people are such creeps. It amazes me how many messed up people there are in America. How did we become like this? And even worse, we're beginning to accept it. We think homosexuality is normal now. Not me and probably not you, but the general public thinks it is ok and natural and normal. I'm sorry, but that is not normal. It's like my esteemed professor Dr. Towns (co founder of Liberty University) says... ok you have to imagine this first. He's an elderly man. He is about the cutest old man you can imagine and everyone wants him to be their grandfather. He holds out his hands. One is in a fist and the other has one finger pointed out. He jams the two together so the finger goes in the middle of the fist and says "It works like this... not this (as he jams two fists together) or this (as he jams to pointed fingers into each other)." It is NOT natural. But society is accepting. That's just one issue that is a problem today. There are so many more and that is why my dear friend, Kristin, does not believe America has long to last. We are just like every other major civilizations. Only we're falling faster and harder than all the rest of them. And it will hurt. See you on the other side. I hope I'm raptured before America realizes it's crimes.

One of my roommates is moving out next semester. Going back home because she couldn't get into the classes she needed for the second straight semester. There are only so many filler classes you can take before you're just wasting you money on an expensive private school. Oh yeah, and it's not the roommate I was hoping would move out. I like both of my roommates as people... but I was definitely not made to live with other girls. Well, that's not true. I could get along with some other girls. There's a whole handful of girls I could probably live with quite peaceably and even enjoy. Why none of those girls have found their way to Dorm 1 room ***... I don't know. Ah well. Maybe next semester. We'll see.

Jesus is the Answer. I love that.

And Christmas is coming. I love that.