One more hell week. And then I'm pretty much home free. Oh life. I keep telling myself I'll catch a break after this one last thing is finished. But really, after this week... then I'll have work... then I'll have long road trips... then I'll have more work... then I'll have a super full semester which I was not anticipating... then I'll be putting the finishing touches on my wedding plans... then I'll be graduating... then I'll be getting married... then I'll be going to grad school possibly... or trying to get a new fulltime job... etc etc.

But back to the current date. Yes, indeed. I have one more hell week of the summer. 8 hours of intensive class followed by 6 hours of work. Urg. I don't like working until midnight. Makes me sound like a wimp... but it's just a long day. And work gets really boring. It's easy work and I enjoy it. But I do get bored. I got to leave early yesterday though. It was a slow night. :) I like getting to leave early.

I've been feeling kinda discontent lately. I don't like that feeling. And it's over something incredibly silly and pointless. I get all caught up in the little things in life sometimes. Little things that don't really matter in the long run. I need to learn to be patient. It all comes back to being patient. I always say I need to work on that. But it never gets better. Well, that's not entirely true. It has gotten better. Just not perfect yet. Oh perfection. What a wonderful picture that is.

I used to write poetry. I should get back into that. It was very soothing and helped me get out my emotions. Song writing especially. I've wanted to try composing a little also. I've been listening to a lot of great scores lately. Makes me miss band class just a little. JUST a LITTLE of course. But I always wanted to try to compose. I have a vision for the music.

Ok. out.